I am not a fashion-ista
As I walked through the mall yesterday on my lunch, I realized I will never be that girl who wears the latest fashions. I don't know why this struck me yesterday (since I've never been very fashionable my entire life), but it did. Perhaps it was because I wandered into some stores I never wander into. Boy, what some people call fashion...
I've been having a rough couple of weeks. Or more like a rough couple of 2 weeks. I've been crying a lot before bed and last night I nailed down EXACTLY what I'm crying about. I'm crying a little over him, a little over living at home, a little over having left CT, a little over having quit my PHD (altho I'm happy I quit in some ways) and I'm crying a lot because I feel so helpless and like my life is just standing still. I know my life is going forward, but its going forward in millimeters and at times I feel its one step forward and two steps backwards. And therefore its very frustrating. I just want to see some measurable advance in my life.
I have my appointment with the South African Internist tomorrow. Dr. Jackman told me not to hold that against him. I sometimes think Dr. Jackman is more intitutive than anyone realizes.
I've been having a rough couple of weeks. Or more like a rough couple of 2 weeks. I've been crying a lot before bed and last night I nailed down EXACTLY what I'm crying about. I'm crying a little over him, a little over living at home, a little over having left CT, a little over having quit my PHD (altho I'm happy I quit in some ways) and I'm crying a lot because I feel so helpless and like my life is just standing still. I know my life is going forward, but its going forward in millimeters and at times I feel its one step forward and two steps backwards. And therefore its very frustrating. I just want to see some measurable advance in my life.
I have my appointment with the South African Internist tomorrow. Dr. Jackman told me not to hold that against him. I sometimes think Dr. Jackman is more intitutive than anyone realizes.
